Cultzine

This is where the inspiration for my personal style blog comes from.

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misswallflower: I’m so sad, so sad, so incredibly sad, I can barely breathe. Sometimes I can hardly leave my room, let alone go out and do something, I’ve missed so many classes already and I don’t know what to do. I see my friends only if they ‘force’ me to, I never manage to answer my cellphone, I live in this bubble that consists of my laptop, a few books, and music. I’ve started visiting a therapist in spring, due to panic attacks, insomnia and general uneasiness, but only during last session was I able to acknowledge my main problem, which is social anxiety disorder. But I think it’s more than that, I have no energy, no motivation to do anything, no desire to go anywhere, see anyone, interact with other people, I want nothing, require nothing, all I want to do is to sleep, to escape from reality. I need to change something as soon as possible, but I don’t know how. I wish my family and friends understood, but for them my actions come off as either lazy, rude or ignorant. Maybe they are right, I’m not even sure anymore.

misswallflower:

I’m so sad, so sad, so incredibly sad, I can barely breathe.

Sometimes I can hardly leave my room, let alone go out and do something, I’ve missed so many classes already and I don’t know what to do. I see my friends only if they ‘force’ me to, I never manage to answer my cellphone, I live in this bubble that consists of my laptop, a few books, and music.

I’ve started visiting a therapist in spring, due to panic attacks, insomnia and general uneasiness, but only during last session was I able to acknowledge my main problem, which is social anxiety disorder. But I think it’s more than that, I have no energy, no motivation to do anything, no desire to go anywhere, see anyone, interact with other people, I want nothing, require nothing, all I want to do is to sleep, to escape from reality.

I need to change something as soon as possible, but I don’t know how.

I wish my family and friends understood, but for them my actions come off as either lazy, rude or ignorant. Maybe they are right, I’m not even sure anymore.

♦ 3 months ago